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I'm hopeless.... about leaving DA.

Thu Aug 21, 2008, 6:20 AM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
Just when I thaught my life couldn't go any worse I get the proof that it can.


Sorry for ignoring the world.
Sorry for not responding.
Sorry for not staying in touch.


I feel like I am lying in the deepest black hole ever exisiting and it seems I can't get out anymore to see the sun.

1. Went to the doctor for a routine check up, found out that my blood is showing abnormalities; blood analysis looks bad (leukemia); upcoming: bone marrow testing to see if I really have cancer

2. Another routine check up and a knot or some tissue was found that needs to examined. First operation to get the 'thing out'.

3. My Dad left our family. Over night. Won't come back.

4. I just went to the Vet for a shor for my bunny rabbit. She killed my bunny. (Bunny tries to jump of the table .. vet squishes her and breaks her spine)

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Any suggestions for more bad things?



I'm so sad and I feel like I don't want to laugh again.
Everythings goes wrong.
I don't know why this is happening to me. :(


Just wanted to let everyone know why I'm not uploading new things. I'm not taking any new photos because I'm not able to.


Don't know if I should stay here on DA.. it seems like it doesn't make any sense to stay.
I didn't decide yet. But I really want to quit everything.

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  • Current Residence: Bamberg in G e r m a n y
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  • Interests: photography, laughing, reading, breathing, sleeping, love, Edward Cullen... thinking about the world
  • Favourite movie: Lord of the Rings, The Virgin Suicides, Amélie ,Rome+Juliet, Pans Labyrinth,...
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Punk/Alternative/Indie/Pop/OSTs/Electro/House/Classic...depends on my mood
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you are such a pretty girl

very envious!
^_^
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Mensch aus Bamberch! Ned schlechte Bilder für an Franggen ;)

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"If you don't follow your dreams, you might as well be a vegetable!"
Featured here [link] :heart:

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...And then I'll ask U - Where have U been so long?
Gruss nach Deutschland :wave:
Gorgeous gallery, hope you don't mind the watch :)

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Do you like colours? :) Then please drop by at my gallery [link]
amazing gallery :)

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Let it Rock!
awesome gallery .. :salute:

i'm new in DA n i really need ur support..
Would you like to watch me back??
i'll be proud if u want to..

Thanx b 4 and the Support
:worship: :worship: :worship:

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visit my gallery : [link]
Excellent gallery! Love ur style!!

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im sorry things are tough. i had a couple tough years myself. i hope you can pull yourself up and just keep your head high. you are too great of a person to feel so down and low.

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:pepsi:With Love Always,
Holly AkA FooledSweetness:blowkiss:

:stereo:"So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard And drown me in love":date:
Thank you for your wonderful work!
I’ve featured it in my journal here: [link]
:hug:

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