Sorry for ignoring the world.
Sorry for not responding.
Sorry for not staying in touch.
I feel like I am lying in the deepest black hole ever exisiting and it seems I can't get out anymore to see the sun.
1. Went to the doctor for a routine check up, found out that my blood is showing abnormalities; blood analysis looks bad (leukemia); upcoming: bone marrow testing to see if I really have cancer
2. Another routine check up and a knot or some tissue was found that needs to examined. First operation to get the 'thing out'.
3. My Dad left our family. Over night. Won't come back.
4. I just went to the Vet for a shor for my bunny rabbit. She killed my bunny. (Bunny tries to jump of the table .. vet squishes her and breaks her spine)
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Any suggestions for more bad things?
I'm so sad and I feel like I don't want to laugh again.
Everythings goes wrong.
I don't know why this is happening to me.
Just wanted to let everyone know why I'm not uploading new things. I'm not taking any new photos because I'm not able to.
Don't know if I should stay here on DA.. it seems like it doesn't make any sense to stay.
I didn't decide yet. But I really want to quit everything.










very envious!
^_^
x
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"If you don't follow your dreams, you might as well be a vegetable!"
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...And then I'll ask U - Where have U been so long?
Gorgeous gallery, hope you don't mind the watch
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Let it Rock!
i'm new in DA n i really need ur support..
Would you like to watch me back??
i'll be proud if u want to..
Thanx b 4 and the Support
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~indonesia
visit my gallery : [link]
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Holly AkA FooledSweetness
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard And drown me in love"
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