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I'm hopeless.... about leaving DA.

Thu Aug 21, 2008, 5:20 AM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
Just when I thaught my life couldn't go any worse I get the proof that it can.


Sorry for ignoring the world.
Sorry for not responding.
Sorry for not staying in touch.


I feel like I am lying in the deepest black hole ever exisiting and it seems I can't get out anymore to see the sun.

1. Went to the doctor for a routine check up, found out that my blood is showing abnormalities; blood analysis looks bad (leukemia); upcoming: bone marrow testing to see if I really have cancer

2. Another routine check up and a knot or some tissue was found that needs to examined. First operation to get the 'thing out'.

3. My Dad left our family. Over night. Won't come back.

4. I just went to the Vet for a shor for my bunny rabbit. She killed my bunny. (Bunny tries to jump of the table .. vet squishes her and breaks her spine)

...
Any suggestions for more bad things?



I'm so sad and I feel like I don't want to laugh again.
Everythings goes wrong.
I don't know why this is happening to me. :(


Just wanted to let everyone know why I'm not uploading new things. I'm not taking any new photos because I'm not able to.


Don't know if I should stay here on DA.. it seems like it doesn't make any sense to stay.
I didn't decide yet. But I really want to quit everything.

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  • Current Residence: Bamberg in G e r m a n y
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: M
  • Interests: photography, laughing, reading, breathing, sleeping, love, Edward Cullen... thinking about the world
  • Favourite movie: Lord of the Rings, The Virgin Suicides, Amélie ,Rome+Juliet, Pans Labyrinth,...
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Punk/Alternative/Indie/Pop/OSTs/Electro/House/Classic...depends on my mood
  • Favourite poet or writer: E.A. Poe, Shakespear, J.K.Rowling
  • Tools of the Trade: Canon EOS 350 Digital (Digital Rebel XT)
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:iconinessentialstuff:
Your image "Act IV. T e m p u s f u g i t" has been featured here. :spotlight-right: Lovely. :thumbsup:

Cheers. :ahoy:

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:iconjules1983:
Wie geht's dir? :hug:

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:iconvanyvanity:
ich hoff dir gehts gut, bzw besser, oder was auch immer. würd mich freun wenn wir mal wieder schreiben würden!
:iconbeth-ish:
Hello, I have been looking through your gallery and saw some inspirational and wonderful pictures.

I was wondering if I could use some to analyse in my photography coursework for college. I am not going to claim them as my own work and I will give you full credit if I can use some.

Thank you for whatever you decide.
:icondchappersiscool:
Hey, just wanted to say I love your work, keep it up :)
:iconeventsphotography:
Im not sure if you still come here, but was wondering how you are now? Please let me know! Steve
:iconcabriocalla:
kompliment! tolle gallerie, bist wirklich ne wunderschöne frau =)
:icondestroy-to-create:
Lang nichts mehr von dir gehört. :/

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Wunderschöne Gallerie!

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