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Broken Upby ~Pinkmango77

Photography / People & Portraits / Expressive

^{It's been more than 5 weeks since you broke up with me and I still can't get a grip on my life.

I see you in classes 4 times a week and every time it's like a stab in my heart, it kills me again and again. Not being able to be with you but seeing you all the time and holding back from hugging you and never letting you go again drives me insane.
I just can't change anything, like alway when shit happened to me the last 3 months. I can just sit there and wait, I lose control of all and everything.

I'm afraid of ever new day. I'm scared of what the day might, bring when I open my eyes in the morning. I'm scared to see, that you replaced me (you will), I'm scared you forgot me, you forgot about us (you will), I'm scared of losing the rest of what is left of you and me.

I've never been to this point in my life where I just want to give up, just to avoid not being hurt again.

I sit in my room for 4 weeks straight and cry myself to sleep, wake up just to realize that there is a gaping hole of nothingness, loneliness, cold, desperation and panic. My feelings are growing bigger and try to suffocate me but I try to scream it out - but nobody really listens.

I just can't find a way to cope with you breaking up with no apparent reason.
I can't understand.
I can't accept it.

My grandfather told me to fight for things that are important to me, but it's like the battle can't be won.

I miss you.

Some fairytales are meant to end in a tragedy from the start. I was still hoping that mine would find a happy ending... with you.

Goodbye my lover - James Blunt

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.

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^{MY WORK IS NOT TO BE REPRODUCED, MANIPULATED, COPIED OR USED ANYWHERE WITHOUT MY WRITTEN CONSENT.
Copyright Katharina Foesel 2005-2008}}

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~missdata Jul 27, 2012

thats me right now

~mo0wnn Sep 21, 2011 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

I hope you are feeling better right now

I have a question. May I use this as a drawing reference? :$

~yeyforme Sep 17, 2011

I am going through the same

Hope youre feeling better now, they say time heals everything (i really hope so..).

~doraleepee Aug 29, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

Hello there,

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-Dora

~Emocuppycakes Aug 5, 2011

Is it wrong that i feel the same why...... Boys can cry too....

~Liennepien May 11, 2011 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Beautiful picture, heart breaking and way to well known story... I know this was posted a couple of years ago, so I do hope you feel better now.

~koolmeesje Jan 3, 2011

Beautiful... I understand the feeling

my (ex - damn it)-boyfriend and I broke up last thursday.

~music-drop Nov 15, 2010 Hobbyist Photographer

It's been just a couple of days since he did.

~Zsuccubus Jul 11, 2010

Very beautiful photo, even if you are crying.

I'm sorry that you are broken but you should learn to stand up and find a reason to live,something that would give meaning to your life every day. I admit I don't know how it feels, because in my relationship, I was the one who broke up. But I do know what's hard in life and how to survive. Living with an incureable illness is one thing which requires strength and I know what I'm talkig about when I say that you must go on, no matter what. I hope you will feeling better soon!