It's been more than 5 weeks since you broke up with me and I still can't get a grip on my life.
I see you in classes 4 times a week and every time it's like a stab in my heart, it kills me again and again. Not being able to be with you but seeing you all the time and holding back from hugging you and never letting you go again drives me insane. I just can't change anything, like alway when shit happened to me the last 3 months. I can just sit there and wait, I lose control of all and everything.
I'm afraid of ever new day. I'm scared of what the day might, bring when I open my eyes in the morning. I'm scared to see, that you replaced me (you will), I'm scared you forgot me, you forgot about us (you will), I'm scared of losing the rest of what is left of you and me.
I've never been to this point in my life where I just want to give up, just to avoid not being hurt again.
I sit in my room for 4 weeks straight and cry myself to sleep, wake up just to realize that there is a gaping hole of nothingness, loneliness, cold, desperation and panic. My feelings are growing bigger and try to suffocate me but I try to scream it out - but nobody really listens.
I just can't find a way to cope with you breaking up with no apparent reason. I can't understand. I can't accept it.
My grandfather told me to fight for things that are important to me, but it's like the battle can't be won.
I miss you, Hannes.
Some fairytales are meant to end in a tragedy from the start. I was still hoping that mine would find a happy ending... with you.
Goodbye my lover - James Blunt
I am a dreamer but when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while. I'd spend a lifetime with you. I know your fears and you know mine. We've had our doubts but now we're fine, And I love you, I swear that's true. I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one.
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Das tut mir wirklich Leid. Ich kenne dich zwar nicht, doch dennoch hoffe ich, dass sich deine Leere irgendwann verkleinert und der Schmerz etwas nachlässt.
Ich wünsch dir alles Liebe...sei nicht so traurig es kommen wieder bessere Zeiten auch wenn du jetzt nich dran glaubst...ich kenn das nur zu gut VERSUCH SATRK ZU SEIN....!
I can really feel your loss. My wife left me and my two sons after 18 1/2 yrs of marriage. After almost 2 yrs and medication i can funally cope with it. She had said about the children "it won't hurt them". could she really have believed that? I am so sorry about all your sadness. I wish I could take it all away.
When did it suddenly become cool to hate everything? It's a growing problem, especially in the entertainment world, and no one benefits from an increasingly hard to please, pessimistic audience.
A Special Collection of photographs i found this month that still haunts my mind. Show them some love There are always some i can`t include due to space, i try to make the features under 50 deviations to give them better exposure
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congrats
i'm so sorry katha, but it actually does get better.
tut mir so leid das alles. Man sieht dich gar nicht mehr in msn und so
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You make fun of me, because i am different, i make fun of you because you are all the SAME
Ich drück dich ganz fest ... und wünsch dir wieder schönere Tage
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When I'm right, no one remembers.
When I'm wrong, no one forgets.
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-strangle me up inside of you-
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The blood will run like ribbons through your hair
I can see in darkness I'm the Overlord
Sing me a RainboW, Steal me a Dream
. a thousand pigeons fall around her feet .
I am so sorry about all your sadness. I wish I could take it all away.
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