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I'm hopeless.... about leaving DA.

Thu Aug 21, 2008, 5:20 AM

Mood: Tired
Listening to: nothing
Reading: nothing
Watching: nothing
Playing: nothing

Just when I thaught my life couldn't go any worse I get the proof that it can.

Sorry for ignoring the world.
Sorry for not responding.
Sorry for not staying in touch.

I feel like I am lying in the deepest black hole ever exisiting and it seems I can't get out anymore to see the sun.

1. Went to the doctor for a routine check up, found out that my blood is showing abnormalities; blood analysis looks bad (leukemia); upcoming: bone marrow testing to see if I really have cancer

2. Another routine check up and a knot or some tissue was found that needs to examined. First operation to get the 'thing out'.

3. My Dad left our family. Over night. Won't come back.

4. I just went to the Vet for a shor for my bunny rabbit. She killed my bunny. (Bunny tries to jump of the table .. vet squishes her and breaks her spine)

...
Any suggestions for more bad things?

I'm so sad and I feel like I don't want to laugh again.
Everythings goes wrong.
I don't know why this is happening to me.

Just wanted to let everyone know why I'm not uploading new things. I'm not taking any new photos because I'm not able to.

Don't know if I should stay here on DA.. it seems like it doesn't make any sense to stay.
I didn't decide yet. But I really want to quit everything.

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are you still here, people watching?

Fri Jun 27, 2008, 12:43 PM

Mood: Tired
Listening to: Die Ärzte
Reading: University books
Eating: everything!!!!

Still someone here reading?

The last four weeks feelt like they have been the busiest weeks in my life.. and still I can't find any time for the things that make me relax: photography, sleep, friends, reading,...

This summer I will be having my mid-studies exams and I have to pass everything or I will have to .. well.. not sure what happens

I just wanted to let everyone know I'm not dead yet and I hope you are still going to be here when I come back after my break!

Meanwhile I do have a blog, which I will update weekly from now on!
[link]
I would be happy to see you on there!

Hope everyone is doing fine!
I miss DA and my DA friends...

Send me an email @ katharina.foesel@googlemail.com

And I forgot to introduce you to little nameless!
Say hi to the little bunny!

LittleNameless

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I'm off to...

Fri Apr 25, 2008, 9:30 PM

Mood: Tired
Listening to: The White Stripes
Reading: The Book of Lost Things
Playing: Nintendo DS
Eating: Cupcakes

^{Hey everybody!

I'll be off to Florida for a week and will be back on Monday the 5th,
...just to leave for Washington D.C. for 2 days
...and then leaving again to gome home to Germany the 10th of May.

I'm sorry for the inactivity in my journal
... I was so busy this spring semester and it passed in a haze of colours, sounds and memories.
My time in the USA is finally over now. After about 9-10 months of studying here I'm going back home.
All my friends left to go home for the summer.
It's so sad to say boodbye and let go.
My room now feels even more empty and sad...

I'm not sure how and when I'll be able to be online the next two weeks, but expect me to be back to routine in about 2 weeks! I hope I'm not too tired from travelling because I'll have to go to classes in Germany right when I come back!

Something for you to check out in the meantime:
Beside my flickr account [link] I created a new account, dedicated to a great project:the 365 days project
This is really challenging and I hope I can keep it up!

I'd be happy if you would take a look here [link]

Just some random pictures from my project:

Thank you for all your great feedback on my pictures and all your great and nice comments

I hope everybody has a great summer/or some great weeks!
See you in a few weeks back in old Germany!

Katha}

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First journal in years - My features and YOUR feat

Sun Feb 17, 2008, 12:46 PM

Mood: Tired
Listening to: Water dripping in the sink.. 'drip' 'drop'...
Reading: My notes to my "Civil War" history class
Playing: Nintendo DS
Drinking: Tea

^{I know that I haven't updated my journal in forever, which I'm really really sorry for. I realized that I should use my subscription to promote and feature more deviants so that the community can see other great deviants works!

The sad thing with deviantart is, that you need a subscription to show thumbnails of great pictures in the journals and not everybody has a subscription.
I want to change this"privilege" and now everybody can feature whatever they like or whomever they like in my journal!

I want YOU to tell me whom to feature!!

Here is what I'm palnning to do:

a)
There will be a weekly (I hope to do it every sunday) feature of 4 artists whos works I like, I admire and who need more attention on deviantart

b)
Also with this weekly feature there will be a section in my journal in which you decide what you want to see featured here!

So how can you feature something in my journal?
Notice, you can only feature one piece of art every week (and there is no restriction in medium, so everything can be featured - expect I think it violates deviantart policies, of course).
There are two ways to let me know what you want to see here:

* Send me a note with the title MY FEATURE and provide a link to the deviation you want to see featured!

*Comment in this journal and provide the link to the deviation you want to see featured!

And so I won't forget to do what I just said I'll start right away with 4 artists whose works I enjoy very much

=Asilwen

=jo-po-17

*nadiard

*SoraBelle

That's it for now...
For the next journal, don't forget to send me a note with your suggestion for features (with a link please!) or just comment and tell me what you want to see featured here!!

I hope you are all doing fine and I promise do be here more frequently..
(I can't decide which picture to upload to DA,.. so I'll just upload a couple of them!)

Katha}

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Christmas in the middle of nowhere.

Sun Dec 23, 2007, 9:43 PM

I wish you all a merry and happy christmas and hope you have a good holiday time

Right now, I'm sitting in the middle of nowhere (a little little tiny motel near Yosemite National Park, USA)...

But tomorrow I'll be heading to LA and I hope have a very unusual christmas

(without snow and in warm climate!)

I'm sorry for not very many updates lately, but as I am travelling through the USA it is hard to take good pictures and work on concepts ..

I promise I will change that when I come back!
(I'll be back at my univeryity in pennsylvania at the beginning of january!)

Till the I thank you so so much for your feedback to my journal about the pronographic images on DA.
I'm glad that people care.

Merry christmas to you and your beloved ones

See you soon,

Kat

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Mood: Nervous
Listening to: Water dripping in the sink.. 'drip' 'drop'...
Reading: Travel Journals
Drinking: Snapple

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Journal History

Aug 21, 2008 I'm hopeless.... about leaving DA.
Jun 27, 2008 are you still here, people watching?
Apr 25, 2008 I'm off to...
Feb 17, 2008 First journal in years - My features and YOUR feat
Dec 23, 2007 Christmas in the middle of nowhere.
Nov 12, 2007 I'm sad.
Jul 3, 2007 It\'s Broken!!
Jun 22, 2007 Please Help!!! + Deviant Arcade Feature
Jun 10, 2007 Features on SUNDAY :) keep your suggestions coming
May 28, 2007 The last feature! (Only today) .. sub is over tomo

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^{Things about me:
(yes...I know I am a strange person)

I like to wear the colour black, altough I am not a gothinc person. I just feel unconfortable in colourful shirts.

I like the taste of blood.

I sometimes talk to myself and practice speaking English when I drive my car. I also like to sing loudly when driving. It must look really silly.

When I am nervous I bite my nails.

At the moment I am dieting (not an unhealthy diet, lots of vegetable and fruits...)

I laugh a lot. When I'm on my way home by bus funny things come to my mind and I smile in a silly ways. Other people in the bus must think I am crazy.

I like to cuddle a lot and I like to nibble on the lips of the person I love.

I like collarbones. I like to see them and to touch them.
My boyfriend has great collarbones.

I'm a very critical person. Especially with myself.

I am a dreamer.. I like to shut my eyes and drem of things I like.. picture perfect situations, plan my actions plan things I want to say,...

I am a chocolat addict.

I like to cook food. I take everzthing I need and arrange it neatly around me. It looks realz good when everything is arranged nicely around me. Then I think of me being a cook from television and start preparing and cooking...

Ask me something}

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~Creativeness: Sat Aug 30, 2008, 8:26 AM
=smallcraig1606: Your work is truly beautiful
Mon Aug 25, 2008, 9:44 PM
`hellobaby: Fri Aug 22, 2008, 8:55 AM
=EViL-KiTTeeh: Lots of love from Kittie
Wed Dec 5, 2007, 6:08 AM
~oldmanyellsatcloud: LALALALALAAAA!!
Sun Jun 10, 2007, 1:10 PM
~Anthea-Papillon: huggeeeeelsssssss
Wed May 16, 2007, 7:24 AM
=alsebka: schlüsselbeine sind geil
Sun Apr 29, 2007, 12:27 PM
~KYAV: you a very good creator!!
Sun Mar 4, 2007, 6:22 AM
~alionv: D
Wed Feb 14, 2007, 6:49 AM
~Anthea-Papillon: yeahh schlüsselbeine ^^ ist es wirklich komisch sie zu mögen?
Wed Jan 3, 2007, 3:27 AM