I'm hopeless.... about leaving DA.
TiredSorry for ignoring the world.
Sorry for not responding.
Sorry for not staying in touch.
I feel like I am lying in the deepest black hole ever exisiting and it seems I can't get out anymore to see the sun.
1. Went to the doctor for a routine check up, found out that my blood is showing abnormalities; blood analysis looks bad (leukemia); upcoming: bone marrow testing to see if I really have cancer
2. Another routine check up and a knot or some tissue was found that needs to examined. First operation to get the 'thing out'.
3. My Dad left our family. Over night. Won't come back.
4. I just went to the Vet for a shor for my bunny rabbit. She killed my bunny. (Bunny tries to jump of the table .. vet squishes her and breaks her spine)
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Any suggestions for more bad things?
I'm so sad and I feel like I don't want to laugh again.
Everythings goes wrong.
I don't know why this is happening to me.
Just wanted to let everyone know why I'm not uploading new things. I'm not taking any new photos because I'm not able to.
Don't know if I should stay here on DA.. it seems like it doesn't make any sense to stay.
I didn't decide yet. But I really want to quit everything.
I like to wear the colour black, altough I am not a gothinc person. I just feel unconfortable in colourful shirts.
Devious Comments
I hope that you feel better
Things should start to get better
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The flash pops. And I see you. Struck by lightening. Bare. Brutal. Naked.
Portfolio
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You make fun of me, because i am different, i make fun of you because you are all the SAME
And I do mean that. Saturday all of us will be back at school, if you want to call and see everyone at once. We'll throw streamers at the camera and sing silly songs for you. I wish I could reach across the Atlantic to give you a hug. We miss you so much, and I've been worried about you in your absence. We're all here for you <3
You just need to come back over here for a while. Everything will get better.
Always remember goats and moats and boats.
*hug&kiss*
Es ist schwer bei sich selbst die Überwindungskraft zu endecken.
Es is wieder sehr schwer die Hoffnung nicht zu verlieren.
Aber ich kann dir eins versichern, bei mir selbst wurde auch die diagnose für leukämie festgestellt, ich selbst musste damit lernen damit zu leben, auf mich acht zugeben, falls ich dass nicht tuhen würde, waeren die konsequenzen viel viel schwerer.
Jeder Mensch hat eine andere Art damit umzugehen, du wirst sie auch finden, lass dir Zeit, denke über alles nach.
Den richtigen Weg wirst du selbst finden.
Ich drück dir ganz fest die Daumen für die Zukunft, lass bloss den Kopf nicht haengen.
LG
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people think 'bout life, try to understand it.
life passes, life's gone.
people see what life is.
it's too late, life has passed.
CARPE DIEM!!!
Cancer doesn't mean you have no chance to live! Don't think so
and all the other thins are horrible! I think nothing can really help you in such a situation... just keep going on. Better days will come for sure!
And you don't have to leave DA. Just take a break, you don't have to upload regularly. It will come better and then you can take photos again!
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.: You can't stop your heart from feeling :.
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Live, Laugh, Love; Life's too short to be pissed off all the time.
'honi soit qui mal y pense'
the things that happened to u are terrible but gonna hang on, be patient
Like what they say " it's gonna get very dark before the light comes out"
life's good, go out with ur friends, have fun, that might cheer u up.
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